I still can't get over Michael Jackson's death. Any advice?

I have had a very difficult time getting over Michael Jackson's death. I grew up with listening to his music and I always thought he was the best artist. I was really looking forward to his "This Is It" tour. He is so different than all those other artists. He would tell his fans how much he loved them and I knew he meant it. I really didn't expect to feel this way after he died. I still cry from time to time about him. I just watched the new version of "We are the World" and it showed a clip of him. I just busted out crying b/c he had so much love and he is no longer here. It bothers me so much! About a few months ago, I had a lucid dream (where I knew I was dreaming) and all of a sudden he came through these bright lights and had the biggest smile on his face. It was like we were communicating telepathic. It was so vivid. I can't desribe the love & peace I felt. It was amazing! Also, I have had lucid dreams like this with other past loved ones. He came up to me and gave me a hug and I said "I love you" and he said "I love you too" and I woke up out of the dream and I could still hear his voice. It was amazing but then I read all these things on the internet about phsycic mediums saying they can reach out to him and he is in some weird afterlife. I honestly have a hard time believing what these mediums say. I feel like they are liars. I really hope he is in a happy place and at peace. I think that is what's bothering me the most. I just want to know he is ok. That dream I had made me feel that way... Any advice? Please no rude remarks. Michael was a true angel and will forever be missed and loved.